DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

1:03 AM somehow today seemed like a bad day, though it was good. like something was lurking in the corner just to make it worse; trod me down. did good for math and obc. but for me, it's still not enough. i still dont think that that's the best i have, cause ive done better. just need to push myself.
played bball with megan, yuhao, warmaine, suyi and celeste. it was goodgood, i sprained my left ring finger while grabbing the ball from yuhao, bleah, haha. oh well, it'll be fine. i just hope it doesnt swell like the last time, cause i cant write properly with a bulbous finger, haha. had touch today, it was fine.
these days, i havent been in the mood to do anything, and i have o idea why, but something just keeps nagging at me and i dont know what it is. just keep feeling really moodout sometimes. hope this whole thing passes through quickly, cause it's affecting my attitude and the way i talk to people around me. i hope i havent hurt anyone, and here's hoping i wont do anything to risk my relationship with others. cause sometimes, i have a very sharp tongue and i dont realise it till it's wayy over.

just want someone to listen even if i have nothing to say. even if i blabber nonsense. i just want someone to pay attention to what i say, instead brush it off, even if what ive said was totally crap.
just listen.