DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

5:43 PM ive been trying; been reaching,
but these moments are far too hard to handle
ive been twisting and turning,
for my bed cant hold me no longer.

it's the heart taken up,
but it's never enough,
so id rather wait,
till everything's passed.

of all my time ive been saving,
there's nothing left to do but dwell;
in matters ive tried mending,
trying to patch it back together.

i didnt realise though
it's been tough,
nothing was ever broken to start with,
and that it already started with just stardust.

debris of everything that was,
moments of cherished times,
a friendship i'd hold.

for more to come,
for life to run.


im dreading time passing so quickly, i dont want it to come so fast. though we're not as close as we used to be, i definitely dont want to you to go just yet. maybe because i wanna try harder, spend more time. well, that's not gonna happen, i guess. used to think that if i tried harder, maybe we'd still be like we used to be in secondary sch. i kinda still think so, that's it's sorta my fault still. maybe it doesnt mean much, but it does to me. ive always been someone who takes things to heart, but id prefer to see it as a good thing.
well, all i want is more time. i dont know if id do things differently if there was more time, but there'd definitely be a chance for me to try if i wanted to.

dont wanna say this but things did change between us. for the better, or for worse, i do not know. it seems fine to me. all i know is im already missing you and the times we've had. <3 let's be awesomepossum friends :D