DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

12:20 AM had the stoopid obc paper today, which was supersuperduper bad, seriously. ill prolly get a single digit, which is gonna pull my gpa wayyy down ): stupidstupid careless mistakes, which i really cant seem to forgive myself for. it was like i knew the answer but i unconsciously just wrote down the bloody wrong answer. i knew down meant right, i knew it was a brick red ppt cause of the free aldehyde group. but nooo, i had to write otherwise. hrmph, it was nagging at me for so long, but i guess i cant do anything bout it. just let it be. i really dont want to redo it for another sem, that'll just kill me.

had a macs breakfast today, for lunch, which was alright. went with shauna, germ, jiamin, and warmaine, joey, shan, steph and gen. it was fine. haha, charmaine called me a kitkat today, cause i was wearing a red dress. rawr, you. but it's fine, haha. stoopid dress acctentuated my tummy today, charmaine kept telling me it was distracting, cause her eyes keep going down to my tummy while im talking to her.

forgot to wear covered shoes today for lab, so i wore my boots in the lab, haha. we did urine sampling today, haha, and charmaine accidentally touched my urine with her bare hands, haha, hilarious. super gross lah, my eraser almost dropped into luke's peecup, which was like threequarters full, haha. he pee-ed a lot. and i went around hugging everyone,i still love congrui's reaction. wendy refused to hug me ): and alicia was mumbling to herself about the prac while i was hugging her. mo was just like okayyy. warmaine's nice to hug, haha, and shauna too. oh well, things turned out better later, played bball with sherie, megan, yanlin, rachel and warmaine. played till we were like dying and plus, i played barefoot cause the slipppers were hurting. then the floor was so hot till i got blisters on my feet.

loved today's training. three main reasons but i shall not say anything right now. (: just happyhappywappydappy bout it. powerstep kinda killed me, the lunges hurt my back a little, but it's okay. my back got a little worse during the drills cause i cracked it and could feel it compress. haha, oh well, came very close to scoring twice, and i almost caught yanlin when she scored. if only i dove, for her. haha, oh well.

mustmustmust work hard, for school and for touch. cause i love both, and i just wish i was better at both. need to push myself loadsandloads.

kay, gotta do pip and maths.
nights.

"Please Don't Stop The Rain"

I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain