DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

10:49 PM leave it to me to screw things up;

today was not a good day at all, and im not saying that everyday has to be perfect, but i wish it was like that. screwed up pipc post-lab, i couldnt do the last two qns. there were only three qns for post-lab, btw. it got me thinking how im gonna fare for the rest if im screwing up the easier qns. and then i started to worry, the usual danya thing to do, but worse. like i dunno, it's just demoralizing somehow when others can look at the lecture notes for a few minutes and get everything in their head, when i have to think for hours, even days, just to understand a few points. it's like sec four all over again, and i dont like it. i want this to stop soon.

and this stupid ankle hasnt been helping at all, like i had to tape it up today, and it still hurt but i wanted to play so super badly. and i played a little only, and had to sub after a few mins cause my feet started hurting too much. was kinda annoyed bout that. but it's okay, hope tomorrow will be a better day, and the day after that, and the days after that. (:

on a brighter note, it rained today, and i like rain (: also, charmaine looked like a wet hamster with her coolio golden hair. and joey needs to get her voice back.

GOOD LUCK KENT! for your driving test, and once you pass, you can drive us all around in a china car :D


With you not around,
Is a little bit more than i can stand;