DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

4:20 PM there goes my hero;
he's ordinary.

i really don't wanna burn out right now. rah. got a b3 for tamil o's and a merit for orals and listening. it's ohkay, i guess. but im not very satisfied, in fact, at first, i was really pissed with myself and was throwing my weight around, on whether i should retake or not. just when i finally made up my mind, i called my dad told him, and he didn't allow me retake. -_- what. the. crap. then after that, i was even more pissed cause i couldn't do anything about it. rah.

ah forget it, what's done is done. i dunno, i kinda feel like im burning out alrd and it's not even prelims yet. 've been doing so much and somehow, nothing's taking effect, which is the frustrating part. like, i've finished the whole emaths green book, and my maths is still no better. im getting pissed, but i guess it's just another phase, yet again. keep smiling in the outside and harbouring dark thoughts in my head, haha. somehow, that just sounded really crap.

ah, forget it. i shall study, yet again. goodbye.