DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

1:45 PM is stress normal? cause im kinda feeling the pressure now. was looking at my entry proof, and i kinda noticed how far ive come. noticeably, im much stronger now, and i ain't that clingy no more. friends have been by my side, some have come and some have gone. family has been by my side. no matter how crappy it has been, they've been keeping my head up for oh so long.
four more months and im out. it's scary how time passes so fast that you don't realise some of the things you've missed. you may have chosen to keep it out of focus, out of your mind. but was it the right choice? did i make the right choice? missing out on times that i shouldn't have? slipping opportunities out of my hand and making wrong but seemingly right choices?
i guess what im trying to say is, well, my time in this school was short-lived and in four months, i'll be leaving. but what stays the most is the times ive had, good times and bad. making wrong choices was part of the process, and im happy with it.
im gonna be missing so many people, so yeah. it's kinda hard for me to say it out cause words can't really express the degree of emotions im feeling now. feeling kinda hollow, i guess.
ah well, i just need to channel this to something else. just need a warm hug right now, and coffee.

so, what makes you happy?