DANYA
The Singaporienne: A Novel

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

6:33 PM now, wouldn't that hurt.

today's a doodly-doo day. my new word. someone literally made me smile today, thank you. (: and a few someones unknowingly made me smile today too, thank you. i need to lose massive amounts of weight. mujika says i gained weight, rah. and i just noticed that musical's gonna take up a whole lot of my time, like loads, and there's o lvls to think about too. aaaaah. im dying already. no, im not, haha, i shall persevere, like the birds! ((: that was a cool powerpoint Mrs. L had on for the assembly talk. cheer up machan, love youu. (: and it's raining! yay! haha, i love rain. i want to go out and play in the rain, but there's no one to play with, ohh so sad. i miss jay sean and im being very random. wth, the rain stopped. that was short-lived. irritatings.
pootpoot, im a tank engine. ohkay, im bored, don't mind me. i wanna bake, but ive been baking everyday. control your spasmolic urges danya. i wanna cook, no, i want to bbq! yeah, i wanna bbq. this is stupid, the rain is starting again. make up your mind, rain. you want to come or not? ohkay, stay.
ive been very blur today. and i hugged trees today! haha, came up with my own theory bout how trees are very beneficial but absorbing the sunlight so that we don't burn to bits (which they do, btw) so we have to recognise their efforts and cherish them, so i hugged the trees on the third floor, next to the cafe. wrong move, danya. cause for the whole of the assembly talk, my nose and cheeks were itching like crazy. then, i went home and washed my face, and now, it's ohkay! yay! (:
and i like talking to jamie cause she talks in chinese, and i can understand bits and pieces (speaking of which, my cookie cake crumpled to bits at the hands of the class tamilians! :D) and understanding chinese while siv doesn't is fun! haha, i find it fun. (: but it's ohkay, she gets her revenge in tamil class.
tamil class is fun because of the tamilians in there.
archanaa and her 'everything's possible with archanaa' and praneetha and her horny-ness, not forgetting her unglam moments, and blonde moments. jeya, and her overload of vulgarities and stories about her friends, machan and all her crap, lame jokes and all. davi and malar and their too-niceness. siv and her usual crap. that just sums up my whole day cause we had tamil the whole day. wow, danya, good job.
so yeah, report books coming out tmr. and im gonna die, yet again. what's with me and dying these days. aah.
my brother and i are getting along quite well for some reason, i have no idea how or why, but yeah. he never talks to me and i never talk to him but somehow, we're closer. wth, right.
i wanna watch a movie! or go out or something. im tired of sitting at home cause all i do is open the frigde and look for food. when i have stuff to do, i don;t eat. but now that im bored, ive got nothing to do but eat, which id not good! i eat massively when im bored. and i have pimplidh-scars on my face. itchy fingers, danya. not good.
wtv lah, i don't careZzZzZ. haha, im tired though i didn't do anything, but it's ohkay. (:
ohkay, i shall go study tamil and bio now. byebye.

CHANGE

You’ve changed,
They say.
A little too much,
Don’t you think?

I haven’t
You’re just viewing me
From a different
Perspective.

I listened
To whatever they say
Their whims and such
Pushing me to my brink.

I dreamt
Of what they would think of me
Almost certain
That they wouldn’t forgive.

I haven’t changed.
They should know that
By now

Difficult to understand?
Am I?
It’s really easy.
To see through me.

Just interpret me.
The way you want me to be.