Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Monday, October 12, 2009
6:02 PM
http://lumpatthetop.livejournal. com because blogger's too slow now.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
12:30 PM
sound of settling.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
2:07 AM
hello, let's talk about time. what goes by from 8pm to 9pm at the gingerbread house? well. time goes by. learnt that from sandra, the fairytale detective. what exactly am i talking about? i have no idea, but the main point is time goes by.
mm. kay, i cant sleep. my tigger cant handle my hugs, i accidentally pulled a whisker, heh.
sitting here in my room, staring at the vomityellow painted wall which i still, to date, insist that it reminds me of sunshine. sitting here in my room, feeling myself succumb to the sound of the fan above me, like it's about to dismantle and crash down on my crown. sitting here in my room, watching the new rose-printed deep red curtains sway a little from the wind.
my windchime isnt moving anymore much. hasnt made a sound for days, i think. i should go play with it like i used to. push that ball at the end that always seems like it's about to fall out, and listen to it tinkle.
im in a weird mood, can you tell. hahah. rawr. i shall go listen to music.
Out, damn'd spot! out, I say!—One; two: why, then 'tis time to do't.—Hell is murky.—Fie, my lord, fie, a soldier, and afeard? What need we fear who knows it, when none can call our pow'r to accompt?—Yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him?
- Macbeth
hmm, still, there seems to be that spot and yet, time passes by. kayy, weirdweird mood, hahah. nightss.
Monday, October 5, 2009
10:36 PM
went out, caught up with charmaine and shauna, hahah. it was awesome fun, took so much time just to splurge on one thing, hahah, and shauna was just like BUYBUYBUY. hahah, and charmaine and i were laughing like crazy cause we kept mishearing what we were saying. haha, suddenly onion rings became danya rings, and vivo became wiwo. haha, rawr. oh yeah, and this is how a normal conversation between charmaine and i would go:
D: kay, so now, where we going? CW: huh? D: where we going? CW: orh, we going to the mrt. D: huh? i thought we decided on taking bus to vivo? CW: yess, we going mrt to take the bus. D: HUH?
HAHA, that was hilarious, i was so confused lahh, haha. so yeah, heh, hung around with shauna and charmaine in town, went starbucks and burger king, where i took around an hour to finish my burger, hahah. and they were both like, danya shut up and eat. hahah, i already told them i take super long to finish burgers. hahah, ohwell, so yeah. haha, then shauna went chompchomp, and mainey and i went vivo to meet yuhao and her friend at her workplace, the food there quite okay, i took a bite out of yuhao's teriyaki chicken sandwich, hahah. i tell you, the difference between yuhao and charmaine; mainey is a wayyy messier eater than yuhao, hahah. hilarious, i was watching the both of them eat. the difference was so funny, hahah. ah well. kay, good day finally catching up with them. so yayy.
kayy, whooshies, i likeylikey my shoes today. kay, im gonna watch the dish on style network, byebye.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
3:09 PM
yesterday was awesome fun, went out with shaf, sards, shaks and salisha. im so bloated from ystd's food. tarts and cookies and cakes and kfc and pizza and rice and curries. rawr, loads of food. i gotta feeling was stuck in my head the whole freakin' day, haha. oh and that john jacob song too. it was goodgood fun. my feet hurt but still, ystd was good.
i quit today, didnt feel too good about it, but i cant back out now huh. oh yeah, and buyers are coming in and out the house, my dad's trying to sell off the the house, and if he gets a good price, we'll be moving to a condo in east coast around next year, which is so super far, but yeah, it's fine, i guess.
i want a dog, rawr, and a camera. whoosh. head hurts again, and i lost my meds, so yeah, have to go look around for them before i go mental. so yes, byebye, i shall go look around for them. either that, or ill go bake some lasagna cause making food and baking makes me happywappydappy, i have no idea why. stop thinking danya. no idea what you're thinking about also. bleah, byebye
Saturday, September 26, 2009
7:39 PM
<33>
teehee, cant believe ive finally got to see them and rock out to their awesome beats. that one hour is still on replay in my head. ah gosh. (((: hihotnesss, pull up your tee again :D id kill to relive all that jumping and going crazyyy. and to get on that freakin stageee.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
8:07 PM
HAPPYBIRTHDAYAWESOME! let it be known that you are loved to bits by me (:
Monday, September 21, 2009
11:19 PM
i miss schlozer, freakin garbageman took the wheel that i put outside on her grave. mm, ah well. yeah, maybe i wasnt alright earlier, but it's finefine. migraines acting up, but in control most of the time, bleah. going for touch tmr finally. went shopping with kalpana, got heels and shoes and tanks too, so it was a goodie day. went to gram's place for her birthday and got home. everything seems fine but somehow, it seems that something's missing. but i guess it's just me, so yeah, hahah. nightss.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
9:03 PM
19th sept 2009 12.15pm what's a little death in life, right?
but hey thanks love, for being there for me when dozer died, and im sorry for waking you up with me crying. (: cake, rocket science, bedsheets, cartoons made the day seem way better than what was already ingrained in my head. thankie. <3
Thursday, September 17, 2009
1:22 PM
danya the sickling, and other news; 've been sick since tuesday, fevers are on-and-off, like every time im ready to sleep. and migraines are splitting my head apart. the meds help, but if only it wasnt so drowsy. i couldnt even walk up and down the stairs, let alone walk in a straight line, haha. havent taken my meds yet for the day, so yeah, im still quite sane, wheeee. ystd was an awesomepossum day, shaf and sards came over, and i was like 'awww' in my head, hahah. had macaroni soup, sorta, and watched teevee. hahah, i liked yesterday. this is seriously the longest ive stayed home for quite some time, hahah. i feel like going for touch later, but im guessing there'll be quite a few who think otherwise if i go. haha. couldnt sleep last night, slept at around eleven and woke up at one plus, and ive been awake since then. it's now 1.30pm. ah well, ive got loads of time today, since there's practically nothing to do in this house, though i dont think im gonna catch up on some sleep, unless i take my meds. so yeah.
finally got around to cleaning my room, and continuing my poems. rawr, im not used to having so much time on my hands ): bleahh. hahah. ah well, shall go bathe now and watch more tv, cause my mum's not allowing me to leave the house.
i wanna get new heels from mphosis and shoes from charles and keith tmr, see whether i got enough money first. wheee.
here's to me getting better cause im literally dying in this hellhouse. it's so quiet and lonesome when there's no one around, haha. ah well.
byebye.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
6:45 PM
:D
Friday, September 11, 2009
1:38 AM
tired; feeling lousy. brighten up danya.
when im tired and lonesome, be there to shine a light on me, will you?
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
9:55 PM
okay, well, here goes. i worry, i know. i complain, i know. i try to keep within my limits, try not to annoy, try to distance. just want to stop thinking, though i dont even know why and what im thinking about. too paranoid at times, but it'll stop soon, always does. just phases. ah well, at least touch is keeping my head straight. my only simple pleasures right now are in touch, and even that comes with injuries, hahah. havent actually genuinely been happy since like what, i dunno when. but there's been good days so that's awesomepossum, like sunday, the proposal was hilarious.
've been out of the house these past few days, hahah, i love the fact that i have wayy more freedom nowadays, i dont have to lie to my parents every time i go out now. i dont really like staying home nowadays, just keep trying to keep myself busy these past few days, and have at least, some company. i love company, so that is goodiegoodgood. hahah. my dad's bdae was awesomepossum.
stuff to finish:
1. the whole typing thing for my momma
2. clean my room cause i think it reeks of dead bats or something, eugh.
3. play hard
4. have a couple of hours of pampering to myself, cause i absolutely love to pamper myself. the whole works, and by that, i mean, the jacuzzi upstairs, and then a warm shower in my mum's room (that shower is seriously awesomee) and creams, and hair treatments, and my own facial, and then just stone and sleep. the only thing that would make it even better would be a like fulll body massage and a mani AND pedi. hahahah, im smiling to myself already. gosh, sounds soo goood, hahah. heehee, i know everyone else would have gone through worse than me and need to be pampered, but it's so awesome to just think about it, hahaha.
5. do something about my body because i am really blubbery nowadays, gotta stop all that nonsense food. i dont even like what im eating sometimes, all i want to do is just have a taste and fill my mouth, feel like a pig sometimes, hahah. ah well
so yeah, all i gotta do is keep my head straight, and learn to live. that's aint so hard, right? smilesmile :D yayyy.
Monday, August 31, 2009
11:08 PM
This was how I made sense of the world; repeating word for word, with stylized narrative and rhetorical interruptions, entire deathbed scenes, or marraige proposals that had occurred a hundred years before. It is not discussed even in covert groups of two, brought together by a long car trip or by insomnia in a late-night kitchen. Even the most random of events are constantly rehearsed in my mind. The gentle side and the other stern half merging harmoniously with the baritone of conscience and the babble of the sidetracks, and certain ornamental bits, improvised by daring soloists of the mind, eagerly seized upon and elaborated by the chorus, until finally, by group effort, it arrives together at a single song; a song which is then memorized, and sung by the entire company again and again, slowly eroding away at focus and comes to take the place of principle; one single rooted thought.
these one thoughts linger; but it is definitely fine, because realization hits that this is exactly how i make sense of the world.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
10:39 PM
still feeling very bloated from today's lunch, eugh. it's like the only meal i had today, but i couldnt fit anymore in my tummy, hahah. borrowed three books ystd, cant wait to start reading after this, yayy. it's been really long since ive read a good book. i rmb the last good book which i read was the gargoyle by andrew davidson, haha. awesomeness. 'the world is your crucible'. watched deuce bigalow earlier today, hahah, it was hilarious, hotttt guys, i tell you. hottt. i just really slacked the whole day today, which is sort of a good thing, cause i kinda needed a break, but i felt really guilty, i have no idea why. guess it's because there are others sutdying like crazy and they need a break more than i do, though i got one. plus, im not really taking care of my body anymore, rawr. seriously, ive got no exercise for the past few weeks, and it's evident that ive gained quite alot of weight. plus, im like really sluggish, rawr. gotta run hard on saturday, so that at least when maine pokes at me, my fats wont jiggle as much, hahah.
im happy today. whoopdedoo.
Monday, August 24, 2009
11:21 PM
Hey Mr. Curiosity Is it true what they've been saying about you Well are you killing me?
Saturday, August 22, 2009
9:22 PM
today was highly unproductive. hours at the cc, and only a little bit diffused into my brain. i think my brain's just a little drained. but tmr will def be a better day cause tmr's my last chhance to do awesome for hap, so yeah. all these hormones are like killing me. i wish our body was a bag of bones and blood. that's all, haha, then we dont even need to learn bout systems, heehee. today was a drainy, solemn, cranky, itchy, sleepy day. not a very good day, for that matter. but no worries. (((: after the storm comes the calm, which is goodiegoodgood.
imma study like crazy tmr, dont care, haha. i shall stuff everything in my head and then vomit it alll out on the paper on monday, haha. tmr, daddydear's gonna try out his new grill, so we're having our own minibbq tmr. hope there's lamb, yummyy. kay, i shall stop thinking bout food or Paunchie will just get bigger day by day. rawr, haha, i need touch soonsoon, but i feel lazyy, i dont really want to get too physical, ah well.
nights yall.
Friday, August 21, 2009
11:02 PM
today was a goodiegoodgood day, finally spent time as the four of us. it's been so long, since like simpang bedok day. i felt great today, managed to spend time with awesome close friends :D we wanted quarantine,whooosh, freaky movie. purple zombie people biting at everyone, oh gosh. scared the crap out of me, seriously, i was like shivering at the side, hahaha. the worst was the camera guy smashing the camera on the zombiewoman's head, ohmygosh, seriously. haha, and the kid bit her own mother. rawr, that's some freaky shit there.
camwhored like crazy, as usual. :D my favourite, i love unglams, more fun. hahah. had goodiegoodgood fun. i love yall ohsomuchos (: pigged out like crazy, seriously. chicken wings and pizza and cakey-eclair thingys, and pepsi. loadsss.
gonna do hap and obc tmr at the cc. no bubble tea tmr, cause ill grow fat and die, HAHAHA. and i cant take big steps too. hahaha. wtv lah, arsewipes, hahah, today is insultdanyaday or something, hahah.
good food, great friends, lots of fun times. ((: We're an oyster cracker on the stew, And the honey in the tea, We're the sugar cubes, one lump or two, In the black coffee, The golden crust on an apple pie, That shines in the sun at noon, We're a wheel of cheese high in the sky
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
12:45 AM
these past fews days are good ones; goodiegoodgood ones. (:
Saturday, August 15, 2009
7:55 PM
You took this btw, so very long ago.
watch me crumble.
Friday, August 14, 2009
11:01 PM
i loved today, and didnt like it either. didnt like it cause i was just reminded of the amount of time left. it's just wayy too fast, and i wish i had all the time in the world.
when You sang today, i was so ready to hold back my tears, but i guess it didnt work huh. cause being so ready not to cry, just made me cry more after You left. love You to bits, and You know that, dont ever forget.
i still cant stop crying, dont think i can sleep at all. love You.
the smile on your face lets me know that you need me/there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me/the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall you say it best, When you say nothing at all. <3
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
12:01 AM
if i ever should hurt, id take comfort in knowing, that youll be there.
((: love you so awesomepossumly muchos, deanieweanie. you made my day today <3 heehee.
went crazy today, then mellowed down, and then crazier. g.i joe, lasagne, mee soto, a good talk, banana milkshake, obc, kicking games, don's drawing, mary's waving to my nonexistent dad out the window.
i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash, i wash.
GOODNIGHT.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
5:43 PM
ive been trying; been reaching, but these moments are far too hard to handle ive been twisting and turning, for my bed cant hold me no longer.
it's the heart taken up, but it's never enough, so id rather wait, till everything's passed.
of all my time ive been saving, there's nothing left to do but dwell; in matters ive tried mending, trying to patch it back together.
i didnt realise though it's been tough, nothing was ever broken to start with, and that it already started with just stardust.
debris of everything that was, moments of cherished times, a friendship i'd hold.
for more to come, for life to run.
im dreading time passing so quickly, i dont want it to come so fast. though we're not as close as we used to be, i definitely dont want to you to go just yet. maybe because i wanna try harder, spend more time. well, that's not gonna happen, i guess. used to think that if i tried harder, maybe we'd still be like we used to be in secondary sch. i kinda still think so, that's it's sorta my fault still. maybe it doesnt mean much, but it does to me. ive always been someone who takes things to heart, but id prefer to see it as a good thing. well, all i want is more time. i dont know if id do things differently if there was more time, but there'd definitely be a chance for me to try if i wanted to.
dont wanna say this but things did change between us. for the better, or for worse, i do not know. it seems fine to me. all i know is im already missing you and the times we've had. <3 let's be awesomepossum friends :D
Friday, August 7, 2009
11:25 PM
sometimes i wish, but pull back straight after, probably because im scared that id get my hopes up too high.
sometimes i find it hard, and id love for you to listen, and id do anything to spend days watching time.
spend days swinging, and spend days dazed, at the moon. and the passing clouds.
id talk to them, about my day, and just about anything and everything.
now i just wish, to focus and keep strength, for those who lead me down, and for those who push me down.
for the few who keep me up, and ignite my diminishing flame, id cherish till the end, and love.
for love keeps us going, love pushes our limits, love almost never fails.
1:03 AM
somehow today seemed like a bad day, though it was good. like something was lurking in the corner just to make it worse; trod me down. did good for math and obc. but for me, it's still not enough. i still dont think that that's the best i have, cause ive done better. just need to push myself. played bball with megan, yuhao, warmaine, suyi and celeste. it was goodgood, i sprained my left ring finger while grabbing the ball from yuhao, bleah, haha. oh well, it'll be fine. i just hope it doesnt swell like the last time, cause i cant write properly with a bulbous finger, haha. had touch today, it was fine. these days, i havent been in the mood to do anything, and i have o idea why, but something just keeps nagging at me and i dont know what it is. just keep feeling really moodout sometimes. hope this whole thing passes through quickly, cause it's affecting my attitude and the way i talk to people around me. i hope i havent hurt anyone, and here's hoping i wont do anything to risk my relationship with others. cause sometimes, i have a very sharp tongue and i dont realise it till it's wayy over.
just want someone to listen even if i have nothing to say. even if i blabber nonsense. i just want someone to pay attention to what i say, instead brush it off, even if what ive said was totally crap. just listen.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
10:58 PM
went really high in the morning today, prankmsged suyi, kimsim and megan. i think my conversation with suyi was like the most hilarious lahh, haha. it was super funny, haha. i went home with charmaine after that, which was super funny. charmaine went high at my place, and she tried to scratch her buttcrack with her leg, haha. and she kept trying to shove her foot in my face.we were like sleepy and still high, which was really weird. went back to school, and i napped a little, and right after that, we played bball with with bren, bel, teri, lange, sharp, yanlin, megan and vivien. it was hilarious lahh, haha, we were laughing the whole way. and bren was like saying that my hands look like those retactable hands in the arcade game thingy. the ones where you get a soft toy or something out of it, haha, cause i kept grabbing it the ball since everyone else is a little shorter than me, haha. had touch after that, haha. which was fun. just reached home and now i need to bathe, do math and pipc and finally sleepyweepy.
feeling a little weirdly moodout today, but i didnt let it bother me. dunno why i have so much of stuff in my head. must flush it out, someone press the flush button for me and make me feel loved. rawr. in the very least, crap with me, at least ill stay high. wheeee. GOODNIGHT.
Friday, July 31, 2009
8:30 PM
taking a break from all my studying. wheee. was quite moody today, and i wish i had been more subtle bout it, cause now i feel really mean and crappy bout it. oh well, tmr's a new day. can start with a clean slate; so to speak. oh well, today, i came late for pipc and apparently nothing much was done during the first twenty mins that i was not there for. and then had hap, hamsterman couldnt stop asking questions. i was just so dazed, didnt really talk much.
went to meet sards and shaf after, and i kinda studied, like i managed to learn to draw the nephron and understand the whole process of urine formation. havent seen sards for like a whole week lahh, haha. so weird, haha, we ended up drawing robotstick, medubot, emobot and HAPPYBOT on my hap notes. that made my day actually, haha. we walked from school to central and affter that, i walked back home to find my mum running around the house, cause she itchy mouth, put a justfried piping hot popiah in her mouth, haha. and she was jumping around. but i was too tired and aching to do anything but watch her antics. i didnt even laugh, what the crap. rawr. my knee is like seriously killing me and my back too. and i can feel my bruises throbbing like crazy everytime i sit or cross my legs. roarrr. must keep my mood up tmr, whoosh, kinda bummed though. after touch, im just gonna go home and study. rawr.
something's just wrong with me today, bleah. and like i said, tmr will be a better day.
Smash Into You Head down as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground I should, I find myself in love racing the earth
And I'm soaked in your love And love was right in my path, in my grasp And me and you belong
I wanna run, run, smash into you I wanna run, run, smash into you
It flows, what I hear no one else has to know 'Cause I know in what we have is worth first place in gold
And I'm soaked in your love And love right in my path, in my grasp And me and you belong
I wanna run, run, smash into you I wanna run, run, smash into you, smash into you
Head down, as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground I should, I'm in love and I'm racing the earth
And I'm soaked in your love And love is right in my path, in my grasp And me and you belong
Oh, I wanna run, smash into you I'm willing to run, smash into you I'm willing to run and run, and run, and run, ooh I'm ready to run and run, and run, and run, ooh
And I wanna run, run, smash into you I'm willing to run, run, smash into you
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
12:20 AM
had the stoopid obc paper today, which was supersuperduper bad, seriously. ill prolly get a single digit, which is gonna pull my gpa wayyy down ): stupidstupid careless mistakes, which i really cant seem to forgive myself for. it was like i knew the answer but i unconsciously just wrote down the bloody wrong answer. i knew down meant right, i knew it was a brick red ppt cause of the free aldehyde group. but nooo, i had to write otherwise. hrmph, it was nagging at me for so long, but i guess i cant do anything bout it. just let it be. i really dont want to redo it for another sem, that'll just kill me.
had a macs breakfast today, for lunch, which was alright. went with shauna, germ, jiamin, and warmaine, joey, shan, steph and gen. it was fine. haha, charmaine called me a kitkat today, cause i was wearing a red dress. rawr, you. but it's fine, haha. stoopid dress acctentuated my tummy today, charmaine kept telling me it was distracting, cause her eyes keep going down to my tummy while im talking to her.
forgot to wear covered shoes today for lab, so i wore my boots in the lab, haha. we did urine sampling today, haha, and charmaine accidentally touched my urine with her bare hands, haha, hilarious. super gross lah, my eraser almost dropped into luke's peecup, which was like threequarters full, haha. he pee-ed a lot. and i went around hugging everyone,i still love congrui's reaction. wendy refused to hug me ): and alicia was mumbling to herself about the prac while i was hugging her. mo was just like okayyy. warmaine's nice to hug, haha, and shauna too. oh well, things turned out better later, played bball with sherie, megan, yanlin, rachel and warmaine. played till we were like dying and plus, i played barefoot cause the slipppers were hurting. then the floor was so hot till i got blisters on my feet.
loved today's training. three main reasons but i shall not say anything right now. (: just happyhappywappydappy bout it. powerstep kinda killed me, the lunges hurt my back a little, but it's okay. my back got a little worse during the drills cause i cracked it and could feel it compress. haha, oh well, came very close to scoring twice, and i almost caught yanlin when she scored. if only i dove, for her. haha, oh well.
mustmustmust work hard, for school and for touch. cause i love both, and i just wish i was better at both. need to push myself loadsandloads.
kay, gotta do pip and maths. nights.
"Please Don't Stop The Rain"
I don't know where I crossed the line Was it something that I said Or didn't say this time And I don't know if it's me or you But I can see the skies are changing In all the shades of blue And I don't know which way it's gonna go
If it's gonna be a rainy day There's nothing we can do to make it change We can pray for sunny weather But that won't stop the rain Feeling like you got no place to run I can be your shelter 'til it's done We can make this last forever So please don't stop the rain
Monday, July 27, 2009
4:38 PM
i want a teddy bear so that i can hug it when there's no one to hug. came home early today. need to study obc. my dad's getting on my nerves and im getting easily irrtitable though im trying not to show it. it's like everytime i think of what he's said for the past three days, makes me realise that he probably has no care for anyone's feelings except his. it's always his way or no way. no compromise, no nothing. and that kinda gets me peeved. can feel the blood rush to my head everytime i get peeved and after a while, i just get a migraine and really woozy. wtv lah. forget it. 've been trying not to think, but it doesnt work much. how to stop thinking about it when it's nagging at you the whole way. shall go do obc cause right now, id rather concentrate on my studies than think. bloody mirgraine, seriously killing me. byebye.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
7:37 PM
got jay z lips, as sards said. haha. it's fun making weird faces. it's like if i am unglam all the time, at least ill look good when im not. hahaha, weird logic huh. haha, sards does an awesome job at capturing and reminding me of my unglam moments. haha
watched the hangover with sards today while my mum was having a hangover. she slept loads, haha. and then the cd stopped working, and my dad wanted to watch terminator, which gave me a headache, haha. got new perfume today, woohoo. happyhappywappydappy.
managed to study just now, like suddenly i absorbed like a sponge. yayy. like seriously, suddenly, i managed to understand carbohydrates, the glycosidic linkages and stuff. funfunfun (: haha, feel so good now.
cant stand the way my dad thinks. he's always telling me put creams and stuff to get me fairer. rawr, it's seriously annoying. he doesnt seem to be able to accept my colour tone, i have no idea why. i like my skin tone, but apparently im supposed to try to be fairer. kay, wtv, it just peeved.
shall go eat. haha, my appetite seriously weird. like suddenly, i really just eat like crazy and supersuperduper fast. and suddenly, i just dont feel like eating for the whole day. bleah.. haha, ah well, byebye.
Friday, July 24, 2009
11:36 PM
like, no, loved today. (: havent spent time sards, shaf and shak together for such a long time. and somehow, it felt like the weight of schoolwork and all my stresses and worryings were just lifted off for those few hours. like i could finally not care and be myself. i mean, not that im not myself everyday, because i am. but it's just that today was great. i might be having too much thought into just one day, but the feeling of great friends by your side was awesome after such a long time (: so yeah, thanks yall. i already started to miss them on the bus ride home, hahaha.
oh well, we crapped a lot, which was goodiegoodgood. went to simpang bedok, which just looked like another gardens. good food, good chilli :P, good service, good friends; great times. so yayy. i guess the pics on fb would be enough said.
i shall go to the temple, clean my room, and study obc and pipc tmr. so yayy. i still feel cheated by the hap paper, bloody blood pH qn, rawr. kay, nvm, haha, nights. ((: